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I ASKED FOR A CLEAR UMBRELLA FROM MY SECRET SANTA!

Mood swing :(

zee french pop ain’t workin fo me

BACK TO AMBIENT

I ought to

practice my speech but I’m listening to French pop.

After second thought,

I think it’d be cool to see a psychiatrist, as long as they’re legit and aren’t pulling shit out of their ass and making me believe it. I want to understand myself, because if you think about it, it’s kind of strange to go on with life when you don’t understand yourself. How are you supposed to be an individual if you don’t know yourself?

But then again, I wouldn’t want somebody telling me who I am and why and etc etc. But then AGAIN, it’s not like I’m really going to see a psychiatrist.

Just thought I’d voice my thoughts.

I don't know why

I have insecurity problems.

It doesn’t make much sense and I don’t understand it at all.

I don’t have low self esteem or anything, so…?

I dunno.

Maybe I should see a psychiatrist. Just keeeeeeds.